NaBloPoMo

I've decided to jump on Camie's bandwagon and join in on the NaBloPoMo "fun" this year. We'll see how it goes. Kind of feeling a bit... well... yeah. Noticed that the number of posts I've written this year are pathetically low. I think it's equal parts me just not feeling up to writing, over and done with the world having an eye into my world (oh yeah so here's an idea let's write every day for a month about all the "truths" in my life... duh Tara Ann), being mentally bogged down with work, working on my energy healing path, and still trying to "heal" myself (forewarned, I don't want to hear the effing comments, keep them to yourself, yes that's the place I'm in right now send me a private message if you've really got something to say). [Side note, wow, I'm a bit ornery tonight... I wouldn't want to read my blog posts this month how can I expect you?]

Bonus: given the fact that I actually have a few canned posts planned for this month there may even be some days where you'll see not one but TWO posts from me... oh. happy. happy. joy. joy. (Seriously, who pissed in my lemonade today???)

AND seeing as I'm already technically two days behind... well I may or may not come back to those days and/or I may or may not just extend this little gem into December.

So, here's the plan:

Day 01---Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02---Something you love about yourself.
Day 03---Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04---Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05---Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06---Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07---Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08---Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09---Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10---Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11---Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12---Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13---A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough days.
Day 14---A hero that has let you down.
Day 15---Something or someone you tried to live without, and can't.
Day 16---Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17---A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18---Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19---What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20---Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21---Your best friend is in a car accident right after you two fight. What do you do?
Day 22---Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23---Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24---Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs.
Day 25---The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26---Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27---What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28---What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29---Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30---A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Oye. Vey. This is going to be deep... I'll let you decide just what "this" is...