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Thursday, October 2, 2008

12 Weeks



Hey Sexy :*

Tonight marks 12 weeks... and what an amazing week it has been. I had the opportunity to meet with a few more of your friends and to share stories with them that I will cherish forever... I racked up more miles in the car but it was worth every mile we drove to get down there.

The fall colors have probably peaked but I've been too tired/drained/depressed to really get out there and get any decent shots... honestly they're not as beautiful and majestic as they were last year... that's the trade off I suppose for having a wet summer and starting to come out of the drought... duller colors... or maybe it's all in my perspective... nothing seems to hold my interest or eye for very long right now... I'm still waiting to wake up from this nightmare that has become my life...

Postsecret had an anonymous secret posted this week that made me think of you... not like it's the only thing out there that made me think of you... every time I turn around there is something that reminds me of you... anyway... this could have easily been submitted by me...


This couldn't be more true. You have been such an amazing lover and friend. Up until now I've missed you emotionally and intellectually... tonight I physically yearn for your touch... your caress... the way you nuzzle my neck... tonight I would give anything just to have you sitting here next to me... and I know nobody will ever be able to replace you...

I love you Waddles. No amount of time will change that.

Love always,
Tara Ann

2 comments:

Driftwood and Pumpkin said...

*sniff* What i love about you sharing these letters to Waddles with us is that it reminds me to appreciate my soulmate while i am still privileged to have him here on earth. Thank you for that.

Tara Ann said...

Thanks Tracy :) I loved your post about the $5 bill... I'm trying to work up one about our tradition too. Hopefully by the end of the weekend.

And you're right, you are so very lucky... hold him tight every night and always give him one more kiss...