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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Just Feeling Kind of... Blah...

I search: for signs from Jim every day.
I wonder: if they'll ever really understand the magnitude of what they did.
I regret: not being able to see it coming.
I love: Jim Durgan.
I care: about so little anymore.
I always: cry myself to sleep.
I worry: that I'll never find what I had with Jim.
I am not: doing well right now.
I believe: that Jim will get the justice he deserves.
I sing: loudly... and some times on tune.
I dance: in my lingerie... to no music at all...
I argue: when I know I am right... and when I truly believe what I feel.
I write: for me... and no one else but me.
I win: all my arguments ;)
I lose: dominoes to Jim.
I wish: that Jim was still here physically by my side.
I don't understand: why they felt the need to do this to our lives.
I can usually be found: wherever I am.
I am scared: of loosing Jim... so I suppose now that I am living my biggest fear I have nothing left to fear.
I need: Jim.
I forget: how to trust people.
I am happy: ...
I tag:...

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