This week was a big week. A week when normally you would've held my hand and walked me through everything that needed to be done. Double checked my facts and figures to make sure the decision I was making was a good one. Given your input. Your opinion.
I accidentally hit the speed dial for your number the other day... seeing your name show up on the LCD was hard... so was logging into Yahoo and seeing that you're still not logged on...
Bossman needed me to go check on his cats... I had the ultimate breakdown sitting there in his living room petting the cat... it took me nearly an hour to get back to the office.
Today at lunch, for no apparent reason, I sat there in our front room... in your spot on the couch... bawling... crying so hard I was rocking without realizing it...
Tonight the tears continue to flow.
I miss you. Every second of every minute of every hour of every day of each month that has passed has felt like an eternity without you in it. I kick myself for not staying on the phone longer with you... for being in a hurry to jump in the shower... for taking for granted for one minute that you'd be on the other line the next time I called.
Love always and forever,
Tara Ann
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