15 Months of Thursdays...

Hi Sexy,

God, how I miss you. This week has been rough and long. I'm off to celebrate a family milestone this weekend. And as much as I want to be happy for those involved, I can't help but feel so robbed. And that hurts. It hurts me. And it hurts those involved. I wish you could be there with me. I wish we had our chance at the same event. I wish, 15 months later that I understood they why of it all. I wish that after 15 months I could wake up and not expect to hear your voice. Most of all, I wish I didn't have to wish that. I should be able to wake up and hear your voice every morning.