... I love him. I still love him as much as I did the first time he stole my heart. I wake up every night and wish with all my heart it could have been me. If it would have only have been me. So many people loved him and depended on him. I would give anything, still, to trade places with him. This existence without his physical presence, without his voice, without his witty banter, without his wisdom, and without his constant love just isn't the same.
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You still have a good support system though so you'll make it through this I'm sure. It'll be more difficult without someone whose strength and support to you can't be duplicated by the rest of us, but you can handle it. Hang in there and take care of yourself. ;)
Justice was served yesterday!
@ Shan - you betcha - you guys are the best friends a gal can ask for :) Thanks for listening to me go on and on during my late night meltdowns :)
@ Shawn - it couldn't have happened without people like you who were so willing to be a part of the system. I will never be able to repay you for that service. Thank you so very much!
Hi Tara,
you don't know me, but James was killed right down the road from me. I have been following all of the news, and your blogs,and I knew the prosecuting attorneys. I was hoping for some major justice and it looks like you finally got it. I never knew Jim in Salida, I live in Coaldlale, but such an awful crime that happened in "my back yard" I wanted someone to fry... i love your blogs and I hope that you are at peace with the fact that the ones responsible are behind bars, but I know it will never bring Jim back. You guys definetly had a love in heaven, something that alot of people never get to experience.. Take care, and know that so many people here in this area in Colorado have your heart in their hands!
Thank you Peggy. Quite honestly, I don't know what I feel at the moment. I'm still just taking it day by day and at this moment that means getting caught up here at my desk ;)
I appreciate your thoughts and your comment. It's always nice to know that someone is helping to watch out over me:)
We really did have a special bond and love that reached across so many levels. It's the hardest part of missing him. Having that vast void. He was such an amazing man and huge influence on my life and on the woman I have become. I can only hope that he's at peace now.
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