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Saturday, December 19, 2009

Happy Birthday Jim...



Happy birthday Sexy :* I miss you. I love you. I wish that you were here today... to celebrate your 39th birthday... to hold and kiss... to laugh with... I'm taking it harder this year than I did last year... I miss the long hours we would spend on the phone when you were on the road... and even more than that I miss the times we would spend together... I still expect you to walk in the door. I had a dream last week that you appeared from nowhere and told me it was all a bad dream... a nightmare I'd been living for the last 18 months without you while you were sick in a hospital somewhere but that you'd finally been released and now you were here... and then I woke up. And you weren't. You still weren't home. You still weren't there in the bed next to me. You weren't there to hold me, kiss my forehead, and tell me it was all going to be okay. To tell me you love me. You really do.

Luckily we perfected the art of phone tag and so I still have these... I've listened to your messages hundreds and hundreds of times... especially in the last 24 hours... when I'm feeling blue I still have you there to tell me you love me...



Happy birthday to the world's sexiest, most caring, loving, man and father... you, Babe. I love you too.

Love forever, even now you're still stuck with me,

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