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Friday, April 30, 2010

I Keep Waiting...

* For life to slow down.

* For life to get easier.

* To post on this blog.

* To take that next step.

* To call.

* To clean the guest bedroom.

* To take that time.

* To go out of town.

But mostly, I keep waiting for Jim to call. To walk through the door.

Some days are easier than others. Most days I'm on autopilot. Today wasn't one of them.

I'm confused. I'm tired. No, I'm exhausted. I'm frustrated. And I'm lonely.

I miss his laugh.

I miss his guidance.

I miss his hugs.

I miss his unconditional love.

And most of all I miss him.


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