I do believe today is the actual date posted on Jim's death certificate... only because it's the day that the corner and dentist were able to positively identify the dental records...
I know he couldn't stand to watch me cry when he was alive... and I know it's even harder for him since passing... but there are times I have to give myself permission to cry and just allow it to all pour out... tonight is one of those times.
"You'll get over it...' It's the clichés that cause the trouble. To lose someone you love is to alter your life for ever. You don't get over it because 'it' is the person you loved. The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes. How could it? The particularness of someone who mattered enough to grieve over is not erased by anyone but death. This hole in my heart is in the shape of you and no one else can fit. Why would I want them to?" ~ Unknown
Love you forever and ever Waddles :*
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