1825 sleepless nights.
1825 days of wishing this nightmare was somehow not real.
1825 days of feeling you without getting to touch you again.
1825 days to figure out how to go on and yet still not quite figuring it out.
1825 days of looking over my shoulder.
1825 days of coming to the realization that you won't be walking back through the front door.
1825 days and nights of what ifs.
1825 days of thinking, "What Would Jim Do?"
1825 days of holding myself up and pretending to be strong when all I would love to do is pull the blankets over my head.
1825 days of presenting a good front.
1825 days of filling my time and trying to recreate the life I had.
1825 days of picking up the pieces and still finding shards...
1825 days of loving you more than the day I met you and missing you more than I ever thought possible.
You are missed more than anyone could ever imagine. I miss you more than I could ever imagine and I love more and deeper than we could ever imagine.
Love forever and always,
