The things that are supposed to bring you comfort only make it that much harder...
Like hanging out with the family... it's a double edged sword. I need the break and the release that only they can provide. But watching my younger brother with his kids breaks my heart... for so many reasons... it makes me think of Jim and his children... it reminds me of what we were supposed to have.
What we were finally going to be able to have.
What we should have had.
When every breath I take reminds me of the breathes he can no longer take... it makes it that much harder to keep putting one foot in front of the other... what I would give to be in someone else's shoes right now...
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