I keep trying, but I can't. Okay, that's not entirely true. I'm not trying. Every night I ask the powers that be and Jim to let him come be with me in my dreams. And those moments in my dreams when I feel his arms wrap around me, cradle my face, and hold me tight... those moments I live for. I spend my waking hours counting down the minutes until I can finally fall asleep and surrender myself to that dark abyss where we can still be a couple.
Miss you and love you, Waddles, forever and ever. Still. xoxo :*
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