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Thursday, February 26, 2009

33 Weeks...


Hi Sexy,

I'm going to keep my letter to you this week in my heart. A lot of what is on my mind I've already expressed this week and there really is no point in being tautological. That and everything else you've heard as I've cried myself to sleep the last few nights... because that's back to where I am... and God help me if one more person suggests it's time for me to move on I'll cram the fucking phone down their throat...

I miss you Babe.

Love always and forever,
Tara Ann


2 comments:

Gayle said...

I am so sorry the pain is still so fresh for you. I wish there was an easy answer...

Tara Ann said...

Thanks Gayle. I do to. I think that until all the court stuff is at least behind me that it will remain fresh. It's like I was trying to explain to my grandmother the other day... every day there is something to deal with... a letter from the DA's office... a newspaper article... an email... junk mail in his name... a phone call needing a decision made... it feels like I don't get a chance to really lay Jim to rest yet... and that makes it hard to really deal with my emotions. Thanks for following my journey :)